confused

After the clarification 'he' kept discussing feeling matter with me. saying dat he loved me.hurm all the wonders have been answered. he loved me actually, that was the reason why he was willing to do so many things for me. he loved me since our PTD Unggul in IKWAS. but the thing was, did he really love me? or i was just for fun? i was so afraid n confused. he could left his ex-girlfriend and so he could do the same thing to me ....i didnt want the bad experince again. being dumped...it was awful!